stillflight: White background. A solid red silhouette of a songbird with one black eye. Behind it is a black silhouette of the same bird with a white eye. (analyzing shadows)
Was bored enough recently to think "I should watch some old Doctor Who episodes from my childhood and see how much my memories of them are the same!" Obviously only really wanted to watch the 9th and 10th Doctors but thought it might be fun to first find that one episode I remember as a kid that I hated. Or more accurately, I was 10, it scared me sleepless worse than anything else I had seen by that age, and I was strangely fixated with it, always asking my dad to put it on and promising not to have nightmares this time. Generally, I assumed it was the monsters that both scared me and captivated me, but as it turns out, the episode is essentially about a very autistic-coded child who is terrified of his parents medicalizing his condition and "sending him away," who turns out to be an alien brood parasite unaware of his inhumanity but desperate to be accepted.

Huh.
stillflight: (pixelme)
Something fun I've been talking about with my headmates (the ones who have special interests). It's a really fun question I like asking people now. It's completely open to interpretation but the goal is to think of a power that is narratively interesting, so not too omnipotent, but also makes sense for how your special interest affects you individually and personally. So, two people with the same special interest in, say, paleontology, might have two different powers; the person who focuses more on the geological timeline may be able to time travel, while the person who focuses on the animal biology may be able to shapeshift into dinosaurs. It goes for special interests in specific media too. Someone with a special interest in Avatar could say they have elemental bending powers, or a special interest in Doctor Who could give you immortality on a technicality.

Foxglove's special interests are botany, mineralogy, and possibly psychology. Psychology is obvious; she's psychic, she can read minds, and maybe even influence them. She got stuck on the other two, but eventually decided (after a perusal of Superpowers Wiki) that she has mineral property manipulation, and "just a very good green thumb." She can alter the chemical makeup of minerals to a different structure, thus changing the type of mineral. And she is real good at growing plants, though I'd interpret that as having very slight plant-growth-influencer powers.

Ziv's special interests are weaponry and wilderness survival. Zie thinks it would display as innate skill. Zie'd be able to expertly wield any weapon zie picks up, even if zie has never set eyes on it before. Zie'd have innate understanding of wilderness survival tactics and knowledge, from building a fire to flintknapping to navigation, and wouldn't even have to think about it or look up guides. Zie's a simple wolf, zie says hir superpower would just be impressive skill in the area of hir interest.

My special interests are art, biology, and (in as few words as possible) cultural change over time. My favorite idea for these was for the latter, which is my main special interest. I call it object postcognition. I'd be able to touch any object (or living thing!) and see into not only just its future, but also its past, and at my most capable, I'd be able to time travel to the moment of either is creation or destruction; but I would be simply an observer, and cosmically unable to alter timelines; no matter what actions I take, they would be negated or simply zap me back before they can take effect. For biology, I could shapeshift, but only animals for which I know the scientific name and the placement in the taxonomic tree of life, as well as having an intimate knowledge of their biologics. I can flub it in rare moments of confidence though, and convince my powers that I am intimate with how, for example, a Smilodon, or a dragon works. As for art, I've thought of something interesting, but a bit abstract -- which fits. I have two hand-in-hand powers: what I call artistic divination, and something similar to "probability manipulation" but based on artistic engagement. Obviously for the first, I receive signs and messages on things through art, not as in it warps to tell me things, but I kind of psychically interpret it into true things. And the second, with the example of music, if I am listening to a specific song, reality will shift around me to match the mood of the song. But it's simultaneously a very weak power, because I have to be actively engaging with a piece of art for it to work and most pieces won't do anything drastic, and potentially a very dangerous one, because it could also go very wrong.

Lumi's special interests are snails, Nintendo, shapeshifting mythology and folklore, and possibly Ancient Greece. For starters the most obvious power would be shapeshifting, especially as they already are one. They said the shapeshifter power inherently includes turning into snails, so they can also communicate with gastropods (but understand snails the most). And that was their idea of a really cool enviable power. We got stuck on the last two because they're so broad with so many different unique stories between them. They think that because of their Nintendo special interest, they can manifest objects from different games, but due to the overpowered nature of this, greatly struggle to use it to its full advantage. And due to their ancient Greece special interest, they are an "oracle."

V'vohu may not have traditional human-level neurology, but if it had special interests, based on what it takes interest in, we think they would be outer space, Kabbalah, deep time, and Welcome to Night Vale. So V'vohu is obviously the most powerful of all of us. But honestly, how could we assign it superpowers based on these without stumbling onto things it can probably already do?

I want to ask more friends with autism this question. Specifically narratively-minded ones. I want to see what other people come up with that would make for a cool character in a story.
stillflight: A painting of rocky hill overlooking the ocean, and two pine trees. Perched on a rock is a small polygonal CGI raven. (painting)
My main special interest is weird. It's broad. I got told once it was even too broad to be a special interest and that I obviously didn't know what one was. And I guess that's fair. It doesn't make sense to most people, not just because I can't articulate what exactly it is, but also because it's hard for even other autistics to imagine that, for example, my fascination with Edison cylinders, my knowledge about Shakespearean English, and my love of art deco come from the same special interest and not three different ones. But to me, it makes perfect sense. Even still -- I often surprise myself by what I take fancy with.

I clicked on a Wikipedia article about the pulp magazine cultural phenomenon of the first half of the 20th century. And it quickly became clear it was not a mild curiosity, it was yet another facet of my compound eye special interest. It's very cool stuff. They're considered the predecessors to early superhero comic books -- so I guess we have Argosy to thank for Chris Pratt being in everything, in a way. Pulp detective stories reached their height of popularity in the 30s because it was one of the cheapest forms of entertainment during the Depression. Some of the novel we now consider classic sci fi or classic detective novels were actually originally released serially in magazines.

Part of my special interest is the cultural and even personal implications of artistic and technological shifts. I wonder deeply about the people they affect and how their daily lives were altered. One of the most popular magazines, Street & Smith, discontinued their pulp magazines in the 40s to start producing more high quality gloss paper magazines and market to wealthier audiences. I wonder about individuals who were lower class during this time who were upset by this the way we get upset these days about like... the price of Spotify Premium going up.
stillflight: (osprey)
The following is a piece of creative writing which I submitted on 05/14/2021 to the therian site Radiant Obscurities and was posted to the site on 07/22/2021.

See: 'Voice Against Value' )

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